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Like many other kids of the 70's, my first introduction to Edward Gorey came by way of PBS' Mystery! I wasn't much into mysteries at the time, but I loved the intro so much that whenever my parents were about to watch the show, my mom and dad would call me into the room so I could watch the Gorey opening sequence with them.
Good childhood memories.
My emotional connection to this is incredibly strong, and (as silly as it may seem) it's one of the Pivotal Things that helped shape the woman I am today. When I see it, when I hear the music -- it reminds me of how much my parents loved me. Memories of comfort -- of being safe, feeling loved, and being inspired -- are all inextricably entwined for me with this one little animation.
What are your strongest positive childhood memories?
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Date: 2012-07-31 06:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-31 07:56 pm (UTC)Almost all my positive memories are of things I created or imagined or did with friends. My parents loved me, but home life was . . . nothing to write home about. Most of my happy memories are of playing by myself, or drawing, or painting. And a lot of it is tied up with my favorite toys, and the little worlds I built with them. I came back to My Little Ponies recently, and I wrote this in my journal about the custom ponies I've been doing to keep myself sane during this current time of suck:
It is super-silly on the face of it, but doing this has made a little part of me happy in a way I have not been in a very long time. Like, since I was twelve.
There's this corner of my mind where the sweet smell of new pony vinyl means that everything will be okay, that there are still new and beautiful things in the world, that you have friends who will never leave you no matter how many times you pull their heads off and transplant them onto other bodies.
The days are endless there, and sunny, and smell like dusty window screens and cut grass, and there is nothing at all to be afraid of, anywhere. It's the one part of my childhood that was as promised, like it said on the box, like they made it look on TV.
That's why I have been so adamant about not doing this for money. I will sell some of the ones I make, but I will never, ever take commissions, because I don't want the pressure and the stress to turn this one stupidly magical thing into something else that's a commodity, another part of me that I have to hack into and use for work, not pleasure. And that's why I hope, when this financial crisis is over, I will be able to put all that pony money into my travel fund, because I can think of no better way to get to some distant, beautiful land than on the backs of magical, sparkly horses. I will take a list of their names with me and turn them all loose in the wind. Free, you bastards. Free.
<3
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Date: 2012-07-31 09:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-08-01 12:37 pm (UTC)Now that I'm thinking about this one experience, it's surprising to me how many details leap right up and make themselves known - even just going into her house to use the bathroom, because I remember how squishy the carpet felt and how cool the house was, and how much I liked to look out the bathroom window and see everyone else still in the pool.
So yeah, that's one. Some other ones are very simple, like riding my bike and pretending it was my horse, or picking blackberries in our backyard that were hot from the sun.
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Date: 2012-08-01 01:30 pm (UTC)Honestly? The place that is my shining happy place from my childhood is Disneyland. I grew up in OC, so it was close enough to get to go every few years or so, but never so often that it lost that magical sheen. It was joyful and special and just... exactly what the creators had in mind, I think.